Change

Not my favorite thing. Being a Capricorn and a Kapha - earthy, grounded, slow-going - shifting gears is hard for me. I like to have advance warning before something new is going to happen or something current is going to end.

I guess I'm getting a bit of that advance notice I just said I like, but it's been unsettling to know that changes are coming up, especially since it has the potential to effect much of my daily experience, and some of them I really didn't see coming. damn.

But I'm wondering if it has anything to do with my late nights the past few evenings. When things seem out of my control do I try to grab control of the few things I can? Like bedtime and cleaning and food? Stupid. Argh. I was really liking being more rested. It's kind of amazing. I like getting more organized. What am I proving to anyone by "rebelling"? yuck.

I just wrote this email last night to my friends and posted it in my travel blog, but it was making me ponder - why is it that it's only for special occasions that I'm able to maintain the lifestyle/behavior that is more fulfilling? Shouldn't it be the everyday norm, and these crazy, stay up late and do what I want days be the vacations? It's been so nice outside the past few days, I've thought about taking a walk after work, but it's like I can't wait to get home and plug in again, barely even taking time to make dinner. It makes me a little scared of what I might be avoiding...

I'm brilliant

Honestly! See, back when I was entering email addresses of the Iowa hotels, museums etc into the ArtLife database, I also entered the MAILING addresses! So now instead of typing all that crap again, since I had already figured out how to export the Yahoo address book, I just had to shift around a few columns! Hell yeah! And I thought I had hours more of work to do. w00t. I WIN!!!! Ok, there are still a few left, but not like 20 pages worth. *happy butt dance - Ananda style!*

Well, the brochures better be done. I totally forgot about calling Stephanie today... crap. better call her in the AM.

Unless something has changed, tomorrow I get to house/pet-sit for the Labaghs. yay!

wow. like at least 3 nights in a row of after 2am bedtimes. Is it more than that? And I think I pulled a couple others, although maybe not quite in a row. Yeah, crap, looking back, it's been almost a week of staying up past 12, and a bunch of them after 2. Gross. WTF is wrong with me?!?!?! G is almost done with PK. He'll get me back on track, at least a couple hours earlier I bet... But that sucks. Why can't I put myself to bed, huh?

Kristi Martel is coming on Saturday to Cafe Paradiso. I printed up some nifty posters off her website and made a few into table toppers and handouts... now I just gotta get rid of em. I really hope people come. She rocks.