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This is your birthday song, it isn't very long.
HEY!

My birthday seems to keep going, people giving me presents and stuff. It's pretty cool.

My poor body is a bit whacked out from this liver cleanse thing. But I think ultimately tis for the best. It's not in a bad bad way, just not super happy, want to lie around and read sort of way.

I really need to pack.

I was contemplating getting my hair done with pretty colors and all before the trip, but that costs lotsa money! So I'm settling for at home job. Hope it turns out. Then maybe I'll go for a cut, but we'll see how time pans out. I want to look nice for his family though, and I think especially since I've gained so much weight I have to play up my other features. He's going to read this and think I'm silly. I am! But it's kind of a big deal, meeting your future in-laws. Wow. wow. that's crazy to put that in writing. Plus there is the terrified part of me that thinks something could go wrong or they won't like me and then they won't be. Like this is some big test. :( silly, silly, silly girl. It will all be great. I'm awesome. Who wouldn't like me? I remember back in high school, Sean saying something once to me - "The only thing wrong with you is you think something is wrong with you!" Damn. So simple, so wise, so hard to banish from my reality... I'm going to go dye my hair now. Maybe I'll be back while I'm letting it set.....