Ugh.

Well. I started a new song yesterday. Tis a bit sad I guess, about missing the gals and all the little reminders I have of them in my life, but they are still so far away...
So it's like good that I wrote something, but too bad that it's sad. But it really speaks to how I feel right now. so there. Maybe I'll even sing it next Open mic. I hope it's ready by then.

Had an intro chat with a life coach today. She seems really nice and like she could help me a lot. I need something personalized like that. I've had ups and downs lately, but mostly downs since the wedding I think, so this will be good. I really hate the feeling that my general mode of operation is broken and overwhelmed, I'd like to tip the scales in the other direction. I know I'll never be able to get rid of upsets altogether, but I'd love for them to be in the less often catagory...