Sunday, January 28, 2007

Noises are louder alone

Without you
I fall apart
Just a little bit

Not completely
Just totally
for a little while

when did I forget?
how to be alone
I used to do it

all the time

you're gone
I'll distract myself
with unimportant things

what am I trying to prove?
am I that afraid of myself?
of finding out if I've become someone else

maybe even someone I don't like 100%?

I need to go somewhere big enough, for long enough
to listen the noises into silence

the weekends aren't long enough to process my being
which is why I'm always procrastinating

It's just a little louder
when you're not here

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