Saturday, November 08, 2003

Who I am is a Human Being.

funny how easy it is to forget what that means and all it entails. These crazy games I play. The high expectations, the disappointments that mean complete and utter failure. What's that all about - honestly? Just BE. It's ok!

I still have a lot to do. But I took it on. and I CAN do it all.

Art Walk was awesome last night. COLD, frigging COLD, but cool. Didn't have enough time for it all, cuz I said I'd go help at Emerald from 8:30-10:30, which I did. Mostly helping with the crackers and cookies etc. running around to restaurants buying hot cups off them. Bonnie wanted to charge me 25 cents per cup. friggin liar! If you have to go ALL THE WAY to Sam's Club to get them, you are NOT paying 25 cents per cup! I went and bought a pack of 51 for 1.29 from the gas station across the street. I think they were a little smoky smelling, hopefully people didn't notice. I already had given the little dude at India cafe $5 for 50 cups before, mostly because Stacey hadn't given me any smaller bills and he was taking too long to figure out how much it would cost him... but there were SO many people who came in, it was pretty awesome. Mary bought like 200 cups and they were all gone by 8:30, and I got 101 more total. I don't think we ran out of those, but we also used a few cold cups.

Lotus is a cool new store. Chris Kufner must just own the whole dang building. I wonder if he charges his daughters for rent? He's letting ArtLife have Emerald for 3 months. It'll definitely bring business to that side of the square, so that's cool. I wonder if they'll try to keep Emerald going after the 3 months? It's such a sweet feeling in there...

Stupid car. I want it all fixed NOW. The guy ordered the part yesterday I hope, so it might get here Tuesday? And luckily there's no meeting in KC this week, so I have longer to get it done. and they take credit cards. Not that using a cc would be the smartest thing to do at this point. ARGH. I just want to pay the damn thing off. It racks up SO fast! I'm sort of having this sense of security with the new jobs, coupled with a freak out by how much cash I've spent/am spending on this car. Talk about paradox!

Teri Rambo is a cool lady I met in New York and just remembered about again today.

Ok. Let's see what unfolds for tonight. Jennie has these mad crazy plans. But Celeste has an extra ticket for Jenna's Dance Gala, and a ride there. That might be the simplest. Movies can happen any time. but I still need to find out Jennie's room #, and what's up with her...
and I REALLY need to find out what the cell plan is for this phone, because I've already used up 162 peak minutes, and 15 off peak according to this thingy. So that's 12 minutes over 150 minutes at the least......... and the 15th isn't until NEXT Saturday. scary. Maybe I really can't use it as much as I thought. bad one. Cuz I can't really afford much more than I've been spending already on the tracfone. blah. these things that are supposed to make life easier... Silly human beans.

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