“I’m inspired by everything. I write about anything. Anyone’s story can become your own — that’s as true in life as it is in art.” - Lis Harvey
Monday, December 01, 2003
I suck at poker
either that or the guys I play with used to suck but I just didn't know it, and now they've gotten really good. I mean, the first month I played I came out about even, maybe even a few bucks on top, but now? I'm DOWN a little less than $20. And I lost everything in just about half an hour tonight! but I finished a hat afterwards, so there. Good thing I brought my knitting. If Tiffany had been there it might have been worth it, but as it is they didn't even acknowledge my leaving... I mean, being one of the guys, yeah whatever, but are they that rude to their guy friends? or do the other guys not even notice when they don't say goodbye? hrm. And yet Josh calls me every week to see if I'm coming.... I have no idea if it's worth it, or if they would even notice or really care if I stopped coming.... argh I might try another week or two, but yeah... I mean if we had dinner first, or stopped early enough and did something else fun, or if I was desperately in love with one of them and just wanted to be near him... but none of the above. As it was I stayed so late trying to finish the damn hat that G didn't want to come over to my house, and I knew if I went to his room I'd stay and I really need enough room to sleep well tonight. A rather unsatisfying evening. Oh yes, when I was trying on the hat to see if I should start decreasing it - one of them, I think it was Richard said "Women are so useful." Gross. I mean they went on to talk about how we could make things that are useful and guys just sit around and burp or something, but it didn't rub quite the right way. Useful. lovely. something to be used. Talented? Creative? Nifty? no - useful.... le sigh. and now I'm 15 min over the time I promised I'd be in bed, but I'm all ready, just need to go jump in... Tommy was online anyway and I had to wait for him to finish... blargh
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