and I have to get up ungodly early tomorrow and go BACK to Kansas City, even though I only got home this morning. ARGH I soooooooooo don't want to go. Big reason? I don't have my homework done, and don't see how it's going to get done, and I don't really have the energy to do it either. Yuck. Plus I should call to see if I can stay over, and I'm just sooooo sick of asking for stuff.
Ack. That's crap. The actual asking isn't so bad, it's the worrying what the answer will be before asking that really exhausts me. So just ask and get it over with right? Why is that easier said than done?
cheeze. I'm just wearing myself out more. And I had such a good day yesterday. All in action, doing all the homework, etc. But taking all day mostly to recover today? I went to yoga, that was awesome, I was tons more solid, staying in the hard poses a lot longer, and even Sue noticed! -"That quiet inner strength? You're really getting it!" cool. Did abyanga. That was good. What else did I do? Where did the time go? Oh yeah, I made chapatis, because I really wanted one for lunch but didn't want to pay extra. Of course the idea of buying lunch was to save time, but if I was making the chapatis at home I might as well have made the rice and dahl too, because it took so long to make the chapatis. So I wasted time AND money. Lovely. and the chapatis at Guptas are better than mine of course... blah. I really ought to go out tonight and see if I can find anyone to help me at all, because it will be too late to call them. ARGH. I really need tomorrow to call people and get stuff done, and/or Christmas stuff. Not sit in a meeting all day feeling guilty because I didn't finish my homework. grrrrrrr. But I get to choose how to be about that, so guilt is optional I guess.... :P
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