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Not really used to this new Blogger style yet... It's all curvy and stuff. Not that you would see that from just reading this...

right now I'm feeling really drained, and sort of have this ringing thing between my ears. Not exactly sure what that is all about, but I know I would really love a nap right about now.

I guess I'm online significantly less now that I'm in the new place and don't have a computer there. I think G actually put one together for me out of parts from the ones at my mom's place, but still needs a few things, and I don't have a monitor, and wouldn't have anywhere to put the darn thing anyway. Apartment SO small... sigh. I really, really like it though. It feels good in there. Just wish I could get a few more things sorted out, like my bed, and the table. The table is being worked on right now actually. Tommy is adding more finish to it, and then I just have to wait for it to dry... The bed is something of a different story I think, but argh. don't really want to go into that. all musty and mouse eaten. and the real kicker is, I really just want a double size bed... blah. too bad I don't really like futons, I could do the whole folding deal-y. THAT might actually solve a lot of my problems.... it could be a couch that faces the TV, and fit in the space while folded up, but it could unfold to a bed and I could still sleep with my head to the east. grrrrrrrr. And we come back to the money issue... I actually made more this month than in months previous, but unfortunately my ankle spraining business is coming out to probably a little more than a months rent plus utils!!! argh! How can I ever catch up when crap like that keeps happening? grrr. Splat.

The wedding is coming up soooooooo soon! I can't believe it! I'll be in MI a week from yesterday. eeeeeeeeeeeek! What fun, and it will be over much to fast, and I'll be all stressed from work around both ends of it. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh! Better get to it..... Sigh.