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I'm sick.
 
I know it's majorly emotionally based.  Started in my throat - not speaking my truth, speaking up for myself.  and I had mild dizzy spells yesterday.  Now my head is all clogged up and nose is runny.  nice eh?
 
got paid today, so now I'm paying lots o' bills.  Fun fun.  NOT!
 
I wish I had summer vacation...  still in school mode/have friends in school mode, and I wish I could have their schedule...  I'm thinking I REALLY need to go camping or something, even just a silly weekend thing, because I don't have any vacations planned, and that is just too too sad. Ugh.