Everything

"Everything" Alanis Morissette
(damn. I almost wish I wrote this. I need to finish my version of the kind of story going on here... Te adoro mi amor. Gracias por todo)

I can be a nightmare of the grandest kind (I believe this is the line where she says asshole on the uncensored version)
I can withhold like it’s going out of style
I have the bravest heart that you’ve ever seen
And you’ve never met anyone who's as positive as I am sometimes

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

I blame everyone else, not my own partaking
My passive-aggressiveness can be devastating
I'm the most gorgeous woman that you’ve ever known
And you’ve never met anyone who's as everything as I am sometimes

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

What I resist, persists, and speaks louder than I know
What I resist, you love, no matter how low or high I go

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

And you’re still here
And you're still here...

New Alanis!

yay! She's cool.

She just made fun of the whole Janet Jackson thing here

here's her website

Here is player with the new single Everything

I didn't know she had cut her hair! Looks cute.


My mom said it was ok for me to write sad songs... I don't really want to put more sad songs into the world, but I guess it's ok to cry if it gets it out of you. I don't want to walk around with this banner "I'm depressed!" It seems like such a cop out. but I am... depressed... The big part of me knows somewhere that "this too shall pass", and my mom says I need to be to myself what I am to my friends. But I can't pick myself up, it doesn't work that way.

Tobi came over today. Her aunt died in a car accident. She was driving herself back from giving blood, and they think she fainted... yikes. Unfortunately she was also estranged from most of the family, and hadn't had a chance to mend that. Plus the guy she hit is in the hospital, and probably most of her estate is going to have to pay for that, so if her kids want anything they will have to BUY it. That's awful. ugh. Poor Tobers. On top of the hardness of Levi dying, this too. wow. we had tea and cookies and shared travel pictures. good stuff. She wants me to help plan a "coming of age" birthday party for her. That will be a fun project. what a brave person who asks for what she wants!