Well. I started a new song yesterday. Tis a bit sad I guess, about missing the gals and all the little reminders I have of them in my life, but they are still so far away...
So it's like good that I wrote something, but too bad that it's sad. But it really speaks to how I feel right now. so there. Maybe I'll even sing it next Open mic. I hope it's ready by then.
Had an intro chat with a life coach today. She seems really nice and like she could help me a lot. I need something personalized like that. I've had ups and downs lately, but mostly downs since the wedding I think, so this will be good. I really hate the feeling that my general mode of operation is broken and overwhelmed, I'd like to tip the scales in the other direction. I know I'll never be able to get rid of upsets altogether, but I'd love for them to be in the less often catagory...
Showing posts with label sad songs. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sad songs. Show all posts
Thursday, June 03, 2004
Monday, April 05, 2004
New Alanis!
yay! She's cool.
She just made fun of the whole Janet Jackson thing here
here's her website
Here is player with the new single Everything
I didn't know she had cut her hair! Looks cute.
My mom said it was ok for me to write sad songs... I don't really want to put more sad songs into the world, but I guess it's ok to cry if it gets it out of you. I don't want to walk around with this banner "I'm depressed!" It seems like such a cop out. but I am... depressed... The big part of me knows somewhere that "this too shall pass", and my mom says I need to be to myself what I am to my friends. But I can't pick myself up, it doesn't work that way.
Tobi came over today. Her aunt died in a car accident. She was driving herself back from giving blood, and they think she fainted... yikes. Unfortunately she was also estranged from most of the family, and hadn't had a chance to mend that. Plus the guy she hit is in the hospital, and probably most of her estate is going to have to pay for that, so if her kids want anything they will have to BUY it. That's awful. ugh. Poor Tobers. On top of the hardness of Levi dying, this too. wow. we had tea and cookies and shared travel pictures. good stuff. She wants me to help plan a "coming of age" birthday party for her. That will be a fun project. what a brave person who asks for what she wants!
She just made fun of the whole Janet Jackson thing here
here's her website
Here is player with the new single Everything
I didn't know she had cut her hair! Looks cute.
My mom said it was ok for me to write sad songs... I don't really want to put more sad songs into the world, but I guess it's ok to cry if it gets it out of you. I don't want to walk around with this banner "I'm depressed!" It seems like such a cop out. but I am... depressed... The big part of me knows somewhere that "this too shall pass", and my mom says I need to be to myself what I am to my friends. But I can't pick myself up, it doesn't work that way.
Tobi came over today. Her aunt died in a car accident. She was driving herself back from giving blood, and they think she fainted... yikes. Unfortunately she was also estranged from most of the family, and hadn't had a chance to mend that. Plus the guy she hit is in the hospital, and probably most of her estate is going to have to pay for that, so if her kids want anything they will have to BUY it. That's awful. ugh. Poor Tobers. On top of the hardness of Levi dying, this too. wow. we had tea and cookies and shared travel pictures. good stuff. She wants me to help plan a "coming of age" birthday party for her. That will be a fun project. what a brave person who asks for what she wants!
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