Sunday, September 28, 2003

outside looking in

spent the morning listening to singer/songwriters, discovering new ones through links on their sites and stuff. So many of them seem to have worked/played together, it's like a club or something. I feel like a little kid sitting on the outside, wondering if I'll ever be good enough to get in. and littlebird. that is just so sad she took her own life. her music is so awesome, and I just discovered it now.... sigh. Poor kristi. I've really been thinking about them since it happened. I don't know how I'd survive such a thing.
Open mic tonight. I don't have anything prepared. blah. been so busy. I want to go hear if the other guys in the songwriters circle did anything with their songs... I just don't know if it's really want I want to do with myself, but if it is, I need to spend more time on it. I mean I LOVE music, and the power it has to transform.... these spirals of zero confidence don't help any though.....

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