yes? no? maybe?

New music alert! I like this guy. There's 3 of his songs you can listen to there.


Well, I think I got it... The Art Walk job thingy. The "interview" went well, and I can tell she really likes me and all. She said to come back on Wednesday next and she could go into some more details about stuff. Unfortunately most of the actual graphics stuff seems to be already taken care of, but still, I think it's stuff I'd be good at. It's just a bit hard to tell, she said she has to run it by Dawn, who must be the other part of the committee? and she also said that about 10 other people responded to the ad! yipes! I'm also not sure about the money bit, she was thinking it was more like $8 per hour? Although she didn't really want to pay by the hour, rather a flat amount, and however long it takes me to do it, that's my per hour... Well, whatever. Not much in this town that pays all that much anyway. And it seems to have the same semi flexible hours as WDC. Just a few certain deadlines you have to make. And I could do it from home. Although that could be a little dangerous, as far as getting distracted. But this feels right somehow. I had a good feeling about it from the time I saw it in the paper, and even better when she forwarded me the description of the jobs she's looking for someone to take over. I mean $600 per month? That's how much she was saying she'd like to give for doing all of it. It's from her pocket right now, but she says soon the city is going to have to take over... but geez, if I could keep up the hours at WDC, AND do this.... wow. Possibilities seem to pop up. Like paying off the credit card, being able to go to Colombia, maybe even Spain? Moving out? Money for car? PLEASE OH PLEASE! Let this work out! I need it! I deserve it! It's something I could totally do! I mean, anyone would have to go through some sort of training period. I'll be good at it! and it's for the Arts community in Fairfield. Making the town an awesomer place to hang out. Something I can get really inspired about.

Went to a birthday party for Mikaila tonight at the Hartnett's. So many freaking gorgeous girls. I always feel like such an imposter in a group like that. Man. I mean, one on one, or a few of us I can handle, but dang! It was really sweet, an all girls party, dinner, cake with wishes, pajamas! People made such eloquent wishes, Kail was glowing and blushing, she deserved every wish! My biscuits went over very well, they didn't really need the butter, I made them with cream AND butter, but the jam was yummy. I think my wish was pretty good. I mean I was just noticing the type of people that surrounded her, and I wished that she would always have such beautiful mirrors to see herself in. So I know somewhere in there I deserved to be there. Ila kept asking Lucia and I to come over, cuz we've been such a part of Kail's life, but she doesn't know us much. I think I could learn a lot from her. We're both Cappies in Western, I see a lot of similarities. She's so awesome. I think they're lucky to be roomies. And I hope I DO get over there more... I need to surround myself with good mirrors. Not that I don't have them with my girls, but I need some in immediate physical presence. Lucia has been awesome lately, but she's only here for a few more weeks. :(
I'm so ready for my own place!!!!!!!! Funny, I was thinking how I used to be this way about boys - Now the thing everyone else seems to have that I want is car/apartment. heehee. But I hope not to go for as long without as I did without a boy. Boy was quite worth the wait though!